There’s a difference between somebody who wants you and somebody who would do anything to keep you.
Forgot why I told myself no more crushes. I hate when other people affect how I feel. I hate getting jealous when I see him with someone else even though I know it’s not my place. And most of all I hate having no control over the blood rushing to my cheeks when he talks to me. I hate how as soon as he comes around i seem to have no control over my hands and everything seems to slip right out of them. And I hate not being able to get enough of him, I just want to have him closer.